Yesterday, I was just casually finishing this book I’ve been reading and this girl walks up and she says “You know it’s not good to be alone.” And I couldn’t believe she was saying this to me. Sure everyone was hanging out with their friends because it was the day before spring break really started. I just wanted to enjoy the rare warmth that occurred yesterday and read a book. I don’t like to do physical activity so I wanted to read and you know what if my friends wanted to spend time with me then they would come over to me and talk to me so excuse me if I just want to here listening to music and reading this amazing book. But you know what I wasn’t lonely so I told her “I’m fine with being alone right now because I’ve spent months truly alone.” And then she of course walked away shocked that I said that. I know how it is to be truly alone and when I want to sit on the damn hill listening to music and read a book leave me alone.
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
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This girl is insane, I think
> It gets stranger and stranger as it goes.
> Her neighbors must hate her.
what are you talking about this was the best thing ever.
This is so wonderfully odd i have to reblog it everytime.
I love this girl.
stanley fuckin steamer
This is basically what theater majors are like
If you’ve ever taken a theatre class then this is how your life will end up, just sayin.